tagged as: Christianity, Philosophy, Psychology, Scripture, TheologyRight now, it frustrates me to have people just assume that I believe, or even to be around people whom I fairly or unfairly believe just assume, the following things:
- Adam did not have an earthly father
- We know anything at all about the end of the world, or that this world will be physically destroyed
- We know anything at all about Satan, devils, or angels, or anything at all about how they do or might affect the world or humans
- There are more than, oh, 5 people in the world who are really Christians
- Our task in the world is to make more Christians, rather than to become Christians
- We should pray about anything other than our own inability to mature spiritually
- We should bow our heads while praying
- Worship music has some intrinsic value
- We will be conscious immediately after we die, i.e., there is life immediately after death
- Heaven is another plane of existence
- Hell exists, and/or we know anything about it
- God makes it so that some people do not choose him
- "Christianity" means something useful
- The scriptures are always supposed to be applicable to our daily life
- We should study the book of Revelation for clues to what the end times will be like
- The first chapters of Genesis should be taken in any way literally
- We can regard modern "Christianity" with any attitude other than cynicism.
- Religious leaders of today are different from the Pharisees of Jesus' day
- The New Testament tells us something about practical sexual morality
- We understand the point of spiritual disciplines
- This or that person is sinful in the eyes of God
- We must ask Jesus for forgiveness for all the sins we committed since the last time we asked for forgiveness
- We can improve on the Lord's Prayer
- God put the forbidden tree in the middle of the garden just to test humanity
- God "knows the future"
- Persecution is necessarily a sign of following Christ
- The narrow door is wide open
- We know who is blessed and who is cursed in this life
- We should be sad that we don't see the miracles of the New Testament nowadays
- We know what things are of God and what things just happened
- God audibly speaks to people
- Spiritual growth can happen consistently in groups of more than 10 people
- We should agree with some categorization of spiritual gifts
- God hardens people's hearts
- Christ came primarily to die on the cross
- ... and more, if I spent another 10 minutes writing
I still believe some of these things, and I even act like I believe some things that I doubt the most strongly. And I'm talking about today's doubts--tomorrow's will be as different as yesterday's were. Moreover, I'll even defend some of those things if I'm in an environment where people are deriding them out of hand. But I also feel a great need, in the opposite environment, where it seems people just assume those things, to make my doubts known.
Most importantly, I don't feel particularly bad that I doubt them. In fact, these doubts are not burning me up with the need to answer any questions. I'm quite comfortable remaining exactly here! Of course, it would be nice to know for sure one way or another, and it is likely that I am silly to doubt some things in the list, since they will turn out to be obviously true, but I'm tired of hiding the doubt, and tired of people who don't seem to have doubted them in the same way. It feels a bit suffocating and alienating--I feel the need to go wander alone in the desert.
In sum, it is not my doubts that cause me consternation--they're like old friends--but rather how to interact with people who do not share them.
Anyway, for the purposes of providing some small reassurance, I do not seriously doubt, nor have I ever doubted, as far as I can remember, the following things:
- God exists
- God created the universe
- The Trinity is real--Christ is God incarnate, and the Spirit is God in us
- Christ shows us the way to life and God (salvation, if you want to call it that)
- Our hope is in the coming of the Kingdom, which has been happening for a while, but which will happen in a final sense in the future
- Death is not the end of the story for those with that hope
Stripped-down, but real to me.
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